malaysian's next top model...

Hye again,..it has been quite a time since i've started blogging, but why does this damn writing can't appear as the COLOUR i chose?? its kinda annoying when i think about it. anyway, toss my words into the trash. i'm not gonna talk about the problem i'm facing. :}

As you can see, the title today is .....(i'm not gonna waste time typing it again). First of all, you will be thinking, what on earth? Secondly, get alive sharon. You're not gonna make it.

Haha, tell you what. i did not realized that america/britain/canada's next top model is fun and interesting. Now I watch all of 'em. whee to that!

Not that i dream to be a model, urm, actually i did, when i was still a little girl, but, now its nice coz i get to learn more about the field of modelling and fashions, which i'd never thought of. LOL. Getting to see those models in their whatever weird outfits and challenging tasks is a good exposure to those who wants to be @ once dreamed to be (*ehem) a model.

But its fine. i know its just my little piece of dream. and i should put it aside. the best part was that i began to realize that "hey, i don't need a super duper nice body like those skinny models have, instead i can model for my own satisfaction, in my own way. i don't need to participate in any malaysian's next top model (if it exists) coz truly, i AM contented with whatever i am / have."

here's a lil' bit of me here and there...

modelling for a car? nah, not a good idea. >.<

this looks like a photographer not a model..sigh..

peeping into someone else's window..totally FAIL..

owh, this was candid. have no idea what i was doing.

So, any chances of being a model? jk... :P

Lesson learnt : Trust yourself. :)

Big GurLs dOn't cRy !!

Welcome back lads and gents.,,

to your favourite hot-spot, the crapiest blog. :) *oh so proud to mention it.

Anyway, "big gurls don't cry" speaks about a young girl, in her...(let me recall my biology)................

aha! In her..........oh ya, "adolescent stage". Well to cut the story short, its me actually.

Ok first, why do i wana cry? My bf (like i've even had one) dumped me? Oh, dream on. Its bcoz i desperately wana go to.......wait for it.......PLACES!! hAHA, yea, i have a few places which i dream to go, but looks like its not working at all. So, maybe @ probably i'll go with my husband and family in future. Patience, everyone!

this time, i'll be telling two of my favourite hottest spots on the globe. Let's go on a "road trip" then. whee~

First stop, Newwww Yorrkkkk Citttyyy. Oh it just makes me stutter! >.<

p/s: i love crowded places, esp "the city that never sleeps", of course~

Central Park = stupendous

And now we're in .....PARIS !! huh, i managed to not stutter.

ohh yeaa,,Paris is sooo tangible with its Eiffel tower...

So, there we go. 2 of my dream places. Wait and see for pictures of me standing in front of statue of Liberty and Eiffel Tower. (edited pics are also counted) :p

best damn thing ~

• YEAR 2000-2011...

Pizza? hoorayy!! *Jumps on the bed, couch,..until a crack sound is heard. "Ooopss.." i give an innocent smile and walk away.

Ohh yeaa..i love pizza!! its my forever-favourite food! *in pizza hut~ "Pris, you wouldn't finish up your soup? Pass it here, it's not good to waste." "Abby, why don't you give me your share of bread stick if you think your stomach is stuffed." "Mum, you can't even finish up a slice of pizza? Hehe, that's why i love to sit in front of you, mum." :P "Pizza's all mine," sharon winks and gives a wicked laugh. MUAHAHAHA...

• ON 12TH JANUARY 2011...

8 a.m : suddenly woke up, sweating. Felt like puking, body aching everywhere, and feverish.

~~~lasted till 2p.m.~~~

Whole day felt SICK. what a day! Guess why? Hold your breath.....yea, it was pizza's fault. the day before i hung out wid my frens and, we had PIZZA, of course. And i think i saw the cheese powder had a weird colour, but i ignored it. what do you expect? my favourite cheese toppings! i can't eat pizza or drink mushroom soup without it! ~~

Time to say gudbye mr.pizza!~

...and mrs.cheese!~ :_(

Just so you know, pizza WAS my ultimate favourite western food. I think it took me at least half an hour to chew, ingest, but not to digest a slice of pizza (cuz it probably takes a longer time). Anyway, that was how much i adore it. The cheese toppings, stuff crust, oily,fattening bread sticks, mushroom soup..*sigh.

FIREWORK !

MERRY CHRISTMAS and a HAPPY NEW YEAR...!!~

hmm,,..year by year people just neglect the spirit of new year. or issit just me who is too obsessed with firework? hehe..i love to see those firework. it takes my breath away. I NEED CPR, anyone?

p/s: this is not my house..:D

This year's christmas was okay. i sang in my church, and i dunno if it was good enough. =/

anyway, had a great time throughout the hols in Dec. It would be greatER with everyone in the house. but i don't really mind, i don't. =)

Thinking what i would do on new year's eve, mum rang me up and said that my grandma passed away. RIP, dear grandma. i'll miss you a lot. well now, i don't have any grandparent. but i know that its the best for them, rather than they suffering from what old people usually suffer. u know, all those Alzheimer, diabetes,..and so on. That is why, we'd better appreciate our loved ones while they are STILL with us. So on new year's eve night, we didn't had any count down or whatsoever. It was grandma's funeral. But i still wished i had the chance to see firework. i mean, wished i was with a crowd doing count down, and watching firework. =D but never mind, there's always a next year. Hope so!

i bet i'll be super excited to watch this!

Oh ya, pris also came back for granny. But it was only for 2 days. Well at least i get to see her and of course, copy movies from her hard disk!! ehehe..now i have movie supply for like months!

and we managed to have a photo session before she flew to KL, in the airport.

Another pic of sisters that could crave a smile on my lips!

i'll end with a few lines from the lyric "last christmas" :

last christmas, i gave you my heart,

but the very next day, you gave it away,

this year, to save me from tears,

i'll give it to someone special...

last christmas ~Wham

*p/s: don't get me wrong, i'm NOT in love. LOL

fiRsT atTemPt iS aLwaYz da bEsT!!

i shall begin with...urm..."GOAAALLLLLL!!!" hahahha..yeah, this is my very first, and last(hope so) football match. i repeat, FIRST match. i know, this is even lamer than an old man who just discovered what an iPod is. *sigh...i've been ignoring football all this while, world cup, fifa, (and what-so-ever),..because i choose not to watch any of it. ;P and..probably cuz it wasn't as good as...Glee?

the match i just watched was between Malaysia and Indonesia. well, to show my support as a patriotic citizen (*ehem!), i decided to watch for ONCE. =) well, i admit it was a good one. Malaysia won!! congratz btw! there's a few things i realized and learnt from this one-and-only football match i've ever watched.

1st) man...its adrenaline-pumping to see the ball flying over one side of the field, then to the other side..huh,,

2nd) not to forget those frustrating feelings when the ball was stopped by the goalkeeper, just when you thought it will end up with a GOAL..haizzz..

3rd) the uneasy feelings when the number of goals are equal.."get over it!!"..and especially when the time is running out!

4th) when one of your favourite player get injured.."awww..wish i was there for him" ...YUCKS

5th) the relief feeling when the team you're supporting scores more goals than the opponent, and the way you think that..."sure they'll win!"

6th) the way you can simply shout...."GOOOOAAAALLLLL!!!!" ~i've tried it,,really worked though..=D

by the way, did i tell you my favourite number? it's 17. number 7.. appears on my birth date, my "angka giliran", "no.pendaftaran" and i made my class jersey with the number "17". Just love it.

p/s: dun mind those sexy backsss ;)

OMG !! christiano ronaldo in a jersey with..my number?? *faint*

(no wonder he looks superbly HOT!! ;p)

somehow a football game isn't that bad,,besides it pumps more blood to all parts of your body, increases your heartbeat,,increases the conversion of glycogen to glucose (blablabla)...hmm..all i can say is that it was worth for my first attempt to watch a football match! Thumbs-up for football! whooo hooo...=P

i've always wanted to paint my face,,,well maybe,,not always..:p

sOmething that keeps a smiLe on my face..=D

Hahahaha!! its so funny...no, its hilarious. wait, it has the same meaning ryte? LOL..anywy, i thought a way of describing my story today by making one, based on Peterpan's tale (not sure if its relevant), but,,,hold on to your cosy comforters, and don't turn off the lights yet, until you hear a bedtime story! ;) and and the story begins...

Once upon a time, in a fairy-tale land, called Neverland, where all the birds are dancing and singing happily with pretty little fairies in a deep forest, and every creature on Earth were enjoying every moment of their lives, but... the one and only jungle-boy in the forest, named Peterpan, who didn't seem to enjoy his, like those creatures did. Why? Cuz he was aLone.....he did have the animals to accompany him, but he needed another human, precisely, a girL...

On one fine, hot summer day (Neverland had summer,,according to my story), the birds and fairies saw an object, floating in the air,(no, its not a ghost), and it was coming towards them!

(D-uh, brainless fairies and birds, it's called gravity, where were u guys during physics class?) and they quickly inform the object to Peterpan. Well, soon the object fell onto the ground, and .....it was LUCY? yeah..a GIRL...

And you could guez what happens next..They fall in love? haha, nah..my story is always weird..

it turns out that Peterpan fell in love in Lucy, but Lucy didn't. How sad Peterpan would be..awww..Peterpan tried everything he could to show his love towards Lucy, catch a grenade for her, throw his hands on a blade for her, jump in front of a train for her, well, but she wouldn't do the same...Life got more terrible for him,,poor peterpan.

So, thinking that he wouldn't get Lucy,,,(ZzzZZZzzzzz.....wait, i hear someone snoring! but my story isn't finished,,just a bit more) and so peterpan got back into his boring, lonely world, and LUCY? went back to Earth, of course...and they both went their separate ways..=_(

So, guess not all stories end with a "happily-ever-after", ryte? So, if you know how to relate the story with a real life one, well, you just knew another story of me!

well, now you can turn off the lights and hOpe that your dream guy/girl would pay a visit at your window tonight! ;D

and sorry, for the crap this time, AGAIN...hehe =D tooddles!

wHat i CaLL a wALk to rEmEmbEr..

Life's a journey, right? so, you walk ryte, on your journey? what i meant by "walking" here is not literally using your feet, but memories. Beginning a new life, and getting over school life, just gives me cold perspiration on my palms to type it out. If you're an ex-school student, you will know it

thinking about school life now, it just leaves a poignant memory behind in your head. after all i had gone through, those joyful, tormenting, wonderful, sad moments, tears could prick my eyes. owh, someone pass me some tissue!

Life's nothing without F.R.I.E.N.D.S. they light up your world actually! Trust me.. Just when you thought you're getting bored with 'em, you are actually missing them! haha, whatever i said is from my own personal life experience. And what more, if she/he is your best friend, man, its hard to let her/him go. now i'm sure that happens to everyone.

Well, being in Zainab for 3 years gave mostly "happily-ever-after" story. what do you expect? all were GURLS!! lol..its like being trapped in a girls' world, not knowing anything about guys, and too shy to speak to 'em! that's me a few years back. ;) however, once you're there, you do not think about "love" stories, that's one of the good point. but, seriously, when i think abt it again, its boring..lol..but evrywhre i am placed in, the "walk" there was good.

owh, did i tell you tht my sport house was always the green house? goshh,,

And,,was the school prefect. this was taken when i was in form 3, on our jamuan akhir tahun..

With May Chen,..we were in pink!! XD

they say, smile for the camera! peace, SNAP!!~

Then new life started when i was form 4. Shifted to faris petra, yea, its an co-ed boarding school. gOsh, i met diff guys! this was when i started to learn more about guys, and learn to accept their crazy, yet fun behaviours. *sigh....guys,.guys...

life's better in form 5, although i was facing SpM..oooo...this could make your hair stand!! haha, spm should not be afraid of, its just.....SPM..LOL

great friends, great teachers, great school (indeed), tanx everyone!!

we had the gurls' club....

and the boys' too....

chemistry..always on my mind..XD

sO before i end, this is a lovely poem about frens, which i found, in abby's doc. so i copied the ending part, sorry though, abby!

Now you have gone,

Sorry for the things I’ve done

There’s still the ray of sun

Which we watched together in the past when we had so much fun !

Gud-bye memories!! but you'll always stay with me,,FOREVER. peace~