i'm not a girl, not yet a woman..

Childish? Yup, that's my nature. Heh.

olla! i'm a KID!~

17 years 'young' is an amiss reason to state that someone should be mature at this age. i expostulate on this. Not because of the fact that i myself am 17 years and 3 months, (still under age and so proud of it), but teenagers' behaviors can be prevailed in many types.

On one hand, you see a 15 year old (yet so matured looking) singer/actor making BIG money on tV screens. No, i don't specify it on any notoriously rich young artist (not even Justin Bieber,,eew), but that's the truth. Some young people are having some business going on, and they really, do have money in the bank! And in their pockets? Hmph, don't have to mention it. While on the other hand, you get to see a 15 year old playing hide-and-seek with his/her siblings in their house, while their mom cleans the house. Now, tell me about it.

Well, its easy. Young people, 'OUR' behavior, varies with the environment around us. I can say the reason why justin bieber(oopss), the reason why young artists are mature is because they are making money in the real world and they ought to look professional and resolute. And playing hide-and-seek? Dear! Mind them, they are just having the time of their lives while they still can!

The problem is,,i AM childish. But some people just stares at me and my 22 year old sister, and ask, "Which one is the eldest?" WHAT?! hello..i'm the YOUNGEST! and the tallest (coz of my heels). And when i really dress up, ouh, i look simply professional! *or you can call it mature* :D whee! Anyway, to those of you who knows my type, you know how serious i can be when it comes to serious matters. Hmm, i'm not that really childish, am i? ngeh~

looks like an unemployed 17 year old.

"oh she's only 17?!"

So, we are what we are. If we choose to be a grown-up, we will look OLD. (haha, no offense anyone)! Thus if we want to be childish or we are just naturally childish, that's a good thing! Don't hesitate to change your personality, or don't even think about changing. but it could be bad when you are acting childish at the wrong time. It could also be disasterous! heh.

Whatever it is, AGE IS JUST A NUMBER. After all, i'm just a girl trying to have fun while i still can!~ TEEHEE!

A week of FUN that isn't enough...

LALALA~!

Holidays are wayyy tiring than sitting at home blogging, reading, and fooling around. Coz being in KL for a week was always a blast for me. :D All i could say was that, i really DID have a good time there. Who wouldn't anyway when they are holiday-ing? ;)

Everyday was about the same in kl. Waking up earlier than usual, and returning home late in the evening. i spent every 6 days in different malls, doing the same thing, PHOTO SHOOTING. Teehee :) Thanx to the naturally talented photographer, PRISCA, now that i have a collection of pictures!

So, enjoy some of 'em!

location: sunway pyramid

when there's no landscape, the wall plays the role.

Didn't know snooker is nicee :)

photo shooting includes in a restaurant!

how busy it is in town~

POSE POSE n POSE!!

all sorts of cafes, and i couldnt get one name ryte~

it'd always reminded me of forest gump. :D

a glimpse of a female rock chick..PUII >.<

iit wasn't heavy after all ;P

dear pavillion...

So..in a nutshell, i'd always love kL..still can't find the best reason for my statement though. in fact, i actually have no idea how to describe my feelings toward it. LOL. However, for the mean time, kB still rOcks. and it will stay that way forever. :))

*have no idea what i'm talking about*

LALALA~!!

Jar of HEARTS..

Dear readers,

i actually took half an hour to think about what i have to post for today. i know, i can choose not to blog if i'm blank, but unsatisfaction and guilt grows deep in my gut if i don't. So, trust me, this is going to be another crap just like others. Have fun. And you might need some popcorns for entertainment.

Out of the blurrness in my brain, i chose a random yet commonly-mentioned word. LOVE. A distinctive word, indeed. i could mean any sort of love here, but you are allowed to erase the thought that i am about to talk about teenage crushes@ other petty things coz those can put you right to sleep while reading. :))

For example, love between human and animals. They say, the power of love is so strong that it could make anybody's behavior erratic and inexplicable. However, i can't seem to fathom this statement yet coz maybe i haven't experience a great one.

Pics always helps me to understand something.

wait, are the lions dead? XD

owh, it is alive. fuh.

Next, love between human and plants.

p/s : aww,, cutiey. :D

Then, of course, love between us, human.

These kids, although they range from different colours of skin or come from different backgrounds, they still enjoy being together and know the value of friendship.

All of these comes to one : LOVE IS IN THE AIR. So grab it and appreciate it.

LOL. If you don't get what i'm saying, you'd probably be suspicious thinking i'm in love or being some emo girl. Well, to admit it, i WILL somehow, someday be in love, with anything/anyone. And so do YOU. Ngeh~

Now if you would excuse me, i'm going to continue my journey to fill up my jar of hearts. ;P

BLURR AND BLANK !

yUPPyy deeedooo! hepy valentine's, to any couples out there who celebrate this day~ definitely not me though. single simply ROCKS!! :)

So, blurr and blank? owh, that's my current situation. i'm blank about my courier in future. i mean, TOTALLY. 2 days ago i went to this carnival, its called "Jom Masuk U". Fuh, i'm not gonna tell ya about it coz it was worst than a pasar malam, also worst than the crowd in malls during year-end sales, yet, slightly equal to the crowd in stadium watching a football match, not to forget, staring at Christiano Ronaldo. Guys! C'mmon, he's mine. :P Everyone were all sardined up. Aiseh~

And, imagine when you can't even take a step or walk to the booth you wanted, not to mention, not feeling the big, yet invisible air-conditioner in a "supposed to be" an enormous hall. That's not the end of my complaint. Whatmore, your butts being accidentally (hope it is) touched/ banged/ any other words with the same meaning! Gosh~

Anyhow, they say, through all the toils and snares, grieves and pains, (what the?) you will somehow make it to the end. (not relevant though) At least, after collecting a bunch of catalogue from every booth, me, fatin and matun (my girlfriends) managed to spend some memorable time in the mall.

As soon as we arrived......"What??!" Yup, it was the same faces that we saw at the carnival were in the mall too. hmmm,,double fun now. MARVELLOUS! Forget about the crowd, at least we enjoyed ourselves. whee~ :D

OOOoppss ~ didn't realize i "lari topik". anyway, what am i supposed to do with those bunch of catalogues?

pic is only for deco~

hmm...so i'll tell ya how my future goes,,in future of course. Till then, i'll keep remaining blurred and blank until i make full use of those catalogues. LOL.

FReeZe!!!

SERIOUSLY, why is time running super fast? its already february in a blink of an eye. huh, maybe 2 blinks..probably 3. whatever. i wish i could freeze for a moment.

And also wish i have a time machine. like, freeze the clock and look around. chilling out while the entire world freezes. owh, that would be AWEEESOME.. :) could do stuff$ that i've never done. :P

*LAUGHING OUT LOUD SO HARD (LOLSH) in a wicked tone*

Lol. i totally AM craping so much right now. well that's what happen when my brain is only 50% functioning, due to LACK of time for movies, music, surfing, chilling out, pedicures, reading(this is TOO much though), and etc. haha. (what's the OPPOSITE of lack?) :P. OMG i actually miss school badly. ACTUALLY i don't really miss school, i meant STUDYING.

Uh huh, you heard me. i miss studying! *talking as if i'm a 99 year old lady who can't read.* whee~! but really, i can't wait to enter whatever place i'm going after results are out and be back on my study track! i just can't wait! :D

But i know, once i'm back on my so-called study track again, life will be back to the square one. Hectic, the tense is back, and so on. haih. sO i am, and will, still enjoy the remains of my 2 months hols. That is why i need a freezing gun or whatever it is so that these moments will never end. But i'll need a melting gun when i'm bored with hols. XD

cheers~!

malaysian's next top model...

Hye again,..it has been quite a time since i've started blogging, but why does this damn writing can't appear as the COLOUR i chose?? its kinda annoying when i think about it. anyway, toss my words into the trash. i'm not gonna talk about the problem i'm facing. :}

As you can see, the title today is .....(i'm not gonna waste time typing it again). First of all, you will be thinking, what on earth? Secondly, get alive sharon. You're not gonna make it.

Haha, tell you what. i did not realized that america/britain/canada's next top model is fun and interesting. Now I watch all of 'em. whee to that!

Not that i dream to be a model, urm, actually i did, when i was still a little girl, but, now its nice coz i get to learn more about the field of modelling and fashions, which i'd never thought of. LOL. Getting to see those models in their whatever weird outfits and challenging tasks is a good exposure to those who wants to be @ once dreamed to be (*ehem) a model.

But its fine. i know its just my little piece of dream. and i should put it aside. the best part was that i began to realize that "hey, i don't need a super duper nice body like those skinny models have, instead i can model for my own satisfaction, in my own way. i don't need to participate in any malaysian's next top model (if it exists) coz truly, i AM contented with whatever i am / have."

here's a lil' bit of me here and there...

modelling for a car? nah, not a good idea. >.<

this looks like a photographer not a model..sigh..

peeping into someone else's window..totally FAIL..

owh, this was candid. have no idea what i was doing.

So, any chances of being a model? jk... :P

Lesson learnt : Trust yourself. :)

Big GurLs dOn't cRy !!

Welcome back lads and gents.,,

to your favourite hot-spot, the crapiest blog. :) *oh so proud to mention it.

Anyway, "big gurls don't cry" speaks about a young girl, in her...(let me recall my biology)................

aha! In her..........oh ya, "adolescent stage". Well to cut the story short, its me actually.

Ok first, why do i wana cry? My bf (like i've even had one) dumped me? Oh, dream on. Its bcoz i desperately wana go to.......wait for it.......PLACES!! hAHA, yea, i have a few places which i dream to go, but looks like its not working at all. So, maybe @ probably i'll go with my husband and family in future. Patience, everyone!

this time, i'll be telling two of my favourite hottest spots on the globe. Let's go on a "road trip" then. whee~

First stop, Newwww Yorrkkkk Citttyyy. Oh it just makes me stutter! >.<

p/s: i love crowded places, esp "the city that never sleeps", of course~

Central Park = stupendous

And now we're in .....PARIS !! huh, i managed to not stutter.

ohh yeaa,,Paris is sooo tangible with its Eiffel tower...

So, there we go. 2 of my dream places. Wait and see for pictures of me standing in front of statue of Liberty and Eiffel Tower. (edited pics are also counted) :p